Christmas came late this year.
12/29/2009
12/27/2009
12/26/2009
12/24/2009
12/20/2009
12/19/2009
12/18/2009
12/15/2009
Death and I
I've been so distant from death all my life.
It really all started with my estranged grandfather. My sister and I cried like BABIES at that memorial. Then an old family friend dies. One whom I looked up to and really appreciated in all his aspects. I never took the final chance to go see him and I regret it. The first death to have any real close identity was my cat Frankkitty; or Frank; or Franc Kittah (French Accent). He was like a best friend. I miss him like hell every so often but he's not a weight on me.
Now I've lost a co-worker, and not a very close one at that. I really liked the guy but I'm not able to relate as closely as most of the people I work with. It's sad, but not a lose.
So I've realized that Death and I are only beginning a relationship. I can't imagine the people that go to home base with Death.
The fear of Death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time. ~Mark Twain
PS: surprises on New Years
New Job
scary children novels
Rocco's Murals (possibly)
HotBox Tent out back
and
Snark Out
12/14/2009
Snow Cone
12/13/2009
12/12/2009
Jason Sho Green
12/11/2009
Ground Kontrol
12/08/2009
My Only Friend, The End
I was hoping for a much better ending to this year than what it's turning out to be.
This has been one of the most amazing years of my life and yet...
These past few weeks have been complete utter torture. I'm not feeling depressed or sad or homesick. But that's just it. I don't feel anything. All I do is sleep and work and sleep and work and eat and sleep and work. I haven't drawn or written anything in over a month.
I know things will get better... but when?
I've dropped people out of my life, even the ones that still want to be in it. And I just don't care. Not because I'm bitter, or angry, or even bored with them. I just don't have the time. Or maybe I don't want to have the time.
I ask myself questions every day and the only answer I give myself is sleep, tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow is today.
And today I've written in my blog.
Fuck it.
This has been one of the most amazing years of my life and yet...
These past few weeks have been complete utter torture. I'm not feeling depressed or sad or homesick. But that's just it. I don't feel anything. All I do is sleep and work and sleep and work and eat and sleep and work. I haven't drawn or written anything in over a month.
I know things will get better... but when?
I've dropped people out of my life, even the ones that still want to be in it. And I just don't care. Not because I'm bitter, or angry, or even bored with them. I just don't have the time. Or maybe I don't want to have the time.
I ask myself questions every day and the only answer I give myself is sleep, tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow is today.
And today I've written in my blog.
Fuck it.
12/04/2009
Top 10 Books of 2009
Keep in mind that most of these books didn't come out this year, this is just a list of books I read this year.
1. Skim - Mariko and Jillian Tamaki
2. Play it as it Lays - Joan Didion
3. We - Evgene Zamiatin
4. Cat's Eye - Margaret Atwood
5. Night Shift - Stephen King
6. Invisible Monsters - Chuck Palahniuk
7. Fables Series - Bill Willingham
8. The Tao of Pooh - Benjamin Hoff
9. Heart-Shaped Box - Joe Hill
10. From Hell - Alan Moore and Eddie Campbell
1. Skim - Mariko and Jillian Tamaki
2. Play it as it Lays - Joan Didion
3. We - Evgene Zamiatin
4. Cat's Eye - Margaret Atwood
5. Night Shift - Stephen King
6. Invisible Monsters - Chuck Palahniuk
7. Fables Series - Bill Willingham
8. The Tao of Pooh - Benjamin Hoff
9. Heart-Shaped Box - Joe Hill
10. From Hell - Alan Moore and Eddie Campbell
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